Creativity seeping through my pours. Originality becomes a perplexing task, since most things have been done. A repetitious cycle i wanted to pass. Everyday I sit and evaluate my life, Ive realized I'm not doing too well. I'm beginning to believe and wanting to believe that this lack of change is solely due to me not breaking free from my family. Ive been questioning whether or not the relationships Ive chosen are the right ones. If my moving to South Carolina with my sister and leaving behind everything i know and everyone i know is the right choice. I question my intentions with the person I'll end up with and if taking them with me to South Carolina even though I'm already having second thoughts about being involved, is a good idea. Temptation to give into the urge to quit is growing harder to fight. Quit this life, this job, everything. I know I'm not as mean as i feel or as mean as I'm perceived. I'm more emotionless than mean, more sarcastic and cynical than brash and abrasive. It takes a certain type of person to get what I'm saying, because I don't always smile or laugh when i talk.
Blahhh Useless rhetoric anyway. I'm not saying anything that anyone would consider life changing...well not now anyway
About Me
- ymacy
- I enjoy writing most when an emotion has been triggered. Singing allows me to clear my mind and dancing allows me to release the build up
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