Mental take down
can't fight it
over powered
continuously masking real emotion
put on a good face
to save face
truthful to those that matter
closed to those that don't
walls as high as the tallest building
refusal to show you the person i am
cant let you get too close
afraid you'll judge me
see a part of me
that i don't see
...paranoia???...
CAN anybody see
that I'm not being
the person i was put on this earth to be???
id rather be a slave to the economy
than to allow you visual and mental stimulation
exposure of my talents??
I'm my biggest critic, I judge myself so harshly
so i settle
fully aware that i could be one of the greats
but I'd rather deprive you of me
and leave this earth the way i came in it...alone
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OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH VERY NICE MACY !
ReplyDeleteReal good Ma..real good. It Made me think..sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.I love reading your stuff..keep it coming :-)
ReplyDelete*snaps* speechless =)
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