Aggravation

6:30am
Aggravation sets in..
one eye opens and its like the devil is holding my emotional strings..
I step foot into the shower
hot water on..a drop touches my skin and i feel empowered...
tooth paste to brush and i scrub til blood exposes its self...
face put on...hair pulled back..
Aggravation
foot to the gas pedal.. hands to the wheel..
pull out the garage engulfed by the feeling of sorrow, turmoil, dread, and agony..
first light to the last..
Aroused by the feeling of sight satisfaction when the red one shines in..
im about to lose my mind
with each passing tick tock of time..
every moment i sit..theres no allowance to just be..
something about the things needed is an immediate shout out to me..
bliss is a thought that soon is null and void..
im given a quick glimpse of the new
outside the window..but even that is snatched away..
when the realization of peer incompetence takes over the devils mind..
one, two, three, four...person after person that walks through those doors...
its a constant, relentless, non-stop Aggravation...
and seems like im the only one participating